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  Alex, whose snout had been to the ground as she followed his scent, pulled up when she caught sight of him. Her lip lifted; a snarl rumbled.

  Certainly werewolves could think like humans—reason, plan—they were faster, stronger, and they didn’t die without a silver bullet, but for the most part when they were wolves, they were wolves. Speech was beyond them.

  However, they got their message across. Right now Alex was saying she’d kill him if she could.

  Julian lifted his lip and snarled back. The feeling was mutual.

  In truth, werewolf murder was rare. He’d heard it described as a fail-safe in the virus. Werewolves were selfish and vicious, and many were not quite sane. Therefore, if two met, they would fight to the death. Which would leave very few werewolves around.

  Julian and his wolves were different. Yes, they became werewolves because of a virus, but they weren’t evil.

  They didn’t kill for the sake of killing. Excluding the first kill, they rarely killed at all—especially one another.

  But they could.

  Suddenly Alex tilted her head; her tail stiffened, her snout lifted, and a light breeze ruffled her tawny fur. She quivered once; then she was gone, racing through the trees at a pace only a werewolf would love. If she took one wrong turn in this dense cover she would smash headfirst into an immovable object and break her neck.

  Too bad that wouldn’t kill her.

  She disappeared into the distance, and Julian huffed an annoyed breath through his nose. Was she trying to step on every stick in the forest?

  He followed, but at a more sedate pace. Julian had run snout-first into a tree before. He didn’t plan to do so again.

  He found her sitting in a patch of moonlight, head tipped upward, mouth lolling open to catch the fat snowflakes that had just begun to fall.

  For an instant he wanted to join her, to tumble her to

  the ground and wrestle as wolves did. To run and play, to hunt together, then later—

  Mounting her as a wolf, again as a man. Fur against fur. Skin upon skin. His breath and hers, coming fast and sharp. Panting. The slick slide, that welcoming heat. She’d be tight, tighter still when she clenched around him and he—

  Julian yipped in surprise at the images that cascaded

  through his mind. Alex yipped, too, startled, then glanced over her shoulder and showed him her teeth.

  If wolves could laugh, Julian would have. Even if he didn’t despise her, she certainly despised him. He could fantasize all he wanted about fucking her, but it would never, ever happen.

  * * *

  Alex found herself dazzled by everything. The world, when viewed as a wolf, was completely new. Scents swirled around her, and they told her things—a rabbit ahead, a mouse just there, a moose had meandered through not long ago.

  The snow pattered like rain upon the ground, upon her, so much louder than snow should be. The night was silver and blue, exquisite, a shadow land that existed Only for her.

  Then Barlow blundered in and wrecked everything.

  She was staring at the moon, fighting the

  bizarre urge to howl, when he yipped from just behind her. She nearly jumped out of her fur. Where had he come from? He moved as quietly as a wolf as he had as a man.

  She, however, was having a hard time staying silent— and right now she was so hungry, she was wondering how Barlow would taste raw.

  Glancing over her shoulder, she caught sight of a similar expression in Barlow’s too human eyes. He was wondering how she would taste also. But in a totally different way.

  Barlow came toward her, and Alex scrambled to her feet, nearly collapsing when they tangled together. She could not get her mind around four feet, not two. By the time she righted herself he was gone, and she stood in the clearing alone with the moon.

  Her stomach growled so loudly she started. Then she wasn’t sure if the skittering sound on the snow had been her own claws or the claws of another.

  Her ruff went up, her wary gaze flicked around the open space, and she caught the scent of something “other.”

  Scents in this form were so precise, yet she had nothing to connect them to. She knew that once she could put an age with that scent, she would never again forget it. But now all she felt was an intense urge to run. So she did.

  Alex loped alone for miles, and that was fine by her. The less she saw of Barlow, the better. He wasn’t going to be able to ditch her. She could smell him on the breeze, the grass. Hell, even the snow—which had begun to swirl heavier and faster, obscuring the tops of the trees—smelled like him.

  Then she caught a whiff of something else. Something that made her ruff go back up, along with her lip, and her snarl rumbled into the chill.

  Blood.

  It had a scent all its own.

  Alex hunkered down, crept forward, belly to the ground. She tried to be quiet. But no matter what she did, one of her paws always landed on a stick or a stone—crack, clatter, come and get me.

  She took another sniff. Not just blood but death. Dam-mit! She’d wanted to kill Barlow herself.

  Strangely, the idea of him dead did not make her want to roll across the snow and yip with delight. Instead, panic caused her to pant. She turned a slow circle and saw nothing hut trees.

  A whimper escaped, and she swiped a paw at her snout in annoyance. Whining would get her nowhere.

  She used her human mind, made herself see reason. Barlow couldn’t be dead. She hadn’t heard a shot. Not that a silver bullet was the only way to go.

  Lighten up! she told herself. If Barlow were ashes she could go back to civilization, find Edward—yeah, right—and make him cure her.

  Except no one made Edward do anything.

  Alex was starting to catch a clue to something she hadn’t considered before. Even if she succeeded at this mission, would Edward cure her?

  Why, when she made such a perfect spy?

  She discovered she was gnawing on her own foot, as if caught in a trap.

  Because she was. Damn Edward Mandenauer to hell.

  Ferocity boiled inside. Consumed with the need to run and growl and fight, Alex shot out of the undergrowth.

  All she found was a freshly killed rabbit, its blood a scarlet splotch against the pristine snow.

  She finished dinner in less time than it had taken to “make” it. Though the “Alex” inside of her was squirming, the wolf enjoyed the meal. Nothing like fresh meat on an empty stomach.

  When she was done she looked around for another, but she wasn’t the, only one that had smelled blood and death on the breeze. It appeared every small, furry creature in the vicinity had turned tail and run. She didn’t blame them.

  Alex trotted after Barlow. Miles upon miles she traveled, and the moon began to fall. She didn’t get tired, but she did get thirsty. Luckily there was plenty of snow, and in the distance she smelled water. A lot of it.

  She increased her pace; the water was close, but she could already tell it wasn’t meant for drinking. Her nose was an amazing tool.

  The ‘trees became less dense, and she stood at their edge, gazing across the flat land that led to the sea. The glow of the moon banking across the ice floes dazzled her. A soft breeze bristled off the water, frozen and salty, making her think of margaritas. All she needed was a really big lime and an oil tanker of tequila.

  The ice lifted and lowered, crashed against other floes and made a strange rumble, the only sound in the desolate land. She skittered beneath the trees. Everything was so different here.

  The sky began to lighten, but that only served to send dancing gray shadows everywhere. She turned, planning to scurry into the densest part of the forest, and caught a flash of something huge and white. She barely managed to duck the claws that swiped for her head, then she was running.

  Being chased by a polar bear has that effect.

  How long had the thing been stalking her? She remembered the scent of “other” that she hadn’t been able to put a name to, the slight scritch of
claws on snow that she’d written off as her own.

  Hell, he’d been hunting her for hours.

  Thank God in this form she was faster. He’d never catch her. Never.

  She gave in to the power within; she ran as she’d never run before. Now that she’d seen what was behind her, her fear hided. The bear was a fool for even thinking it could track and kill her. She was more than a wolf, more than a woman. She was both; she was neither. She was better.

  Alex hugged the edge of the trees just as dawn burst over the horizon, and as the sunlight touched her, she stumbled, falling head-over-paws, which became heels and feet and toes as she shifted.

  CHAPTER 6

  Naked and vulnerable, she scrambled upright. Just as bear came out of the woods.

  Goose bumps raced across her flesh, and not just because of the chill air across her skin. She might not die from the Coming attack, but it was certainly going to hurt. And there were pieces of her all over the place, would she real be able to heal? She just didn’t know.

  “Barlow!” Alex shouted.

  The bear roared right in her face. Its breath smelled like…

  Blood and hunger. With a little rotten fish on the side.

  “Shit,” she muttered. Should she run, OT shouldn’t she?

  Her wolf howled for fight not flight. Her human self knew better. Even if she could shift in the daylight, a wolf wasn’t going to win a battle against a polar bear, and while human she wasn’t going to be able to outrun this thing.

  The polar bear leaned to the left to swipe at her with I~ right paw; the animal was pretty damn quick for ‘its size.

  Alex eluded the claws; she was faster, even in this f but she would never be fast enough. Unable to stop hi she took several steps back, and the polar bear roared

  Which was all Alex needed to make up her mind. She wasn’t going to stand there and let it slice her apart. She had to at least try to escape. Maybe she could get far enough ahead and make her way up a tree.

  Polar bears couldn’t climb trees. Could they?

  Alex ran deeper into the forest, thinking that perhaps she’d find a place so dense that she could fit through but the great white beast could not.

  The earth trembled beneath her feet; the animal’s hot, stinky breath brushed her ass. What was a polar bear doing in the forest anyway? Didn’t they live on the ice?

  Alex bore down. She couldn’t keep up this pace for long, hut she had to put some distance between them.

  Suddenly Barlow stepped from behind a tree. Alex was so startled she forgot if she had two feet or four and got them tangled, tripping, skidding, almost falling. She managed to right herself, but those few seconds cost her.

  The bear slapped Alex with one massive paw.

  She heard her ribs crack, felt her skin tear, smelled the blood as it splattered. The blow lifted and tossed her several yards, where she landed in a heap at Barlow’s feet.

  Alex glanced all the way up his tall, broad, naked body. Too bad she was in too much pain to enjoy the view.

  Why had he bothered to reveal himself? Without weapons, in this form, Barlow could do no more than she against ii is massive foe. They’d both be torn to bits, and they wouldn’t be able to heal wounds like that completely until night fell again, and they shifted.

  Barlow’s gaze flicked over her, and his blue eyes darkened to black; then he threw back his head and emitted a bellow of fury that seemed to shake the leaves upon the trees.

  The sound caused the polar bear to pull up short. Barlow threw out his arms, hands spread wide, and at the very

  -of his fingertips something twinkled.

  Then he was shifting in the blink of an eye, so fast Alex couldn’t tell the exact instant he changed from man to beast.

  Fury turned Julian into an animal. Rain or shine, sun shadow, if he became enraged enough, he changed.’ That was how he’d become what he was in the first place.

  He shot out his hands, reached for his magic, believed could become a wolf in the sunlight, and he did.

  As he leaped over Alex’s inert body, the scent of fear ~‘-oozed from her pores only infuriated him more, made Ii stronger, faster, better. She was one of his now. She should afraid of nothing, no one.

  But him.

  Julian stalked around the polar bear, which had the good sense to turn away from Alex and keep an eye on him.

  Unfortunately Alex didn’t have the same good sense. Instead of running, she lay there and watched.

  Against his better judgment, Julian took his gaze from the bear and met hers, lifting his lip, jerking his head. Ht eyes widened; he thought she understood. He was wrong.

  “Julian!” she shouted, an instant before the bear ‘hit h broadside.

  Flesh tore; bones broke. He might be magic, but he couldn’t prevent that.

  Julian hit the ground and rolled, stifling a whimper when his wounds howled at the impact and the movement.

  whirled, teeth snapping, but his jaws closed upon empty The polar bear had reared up, roaring, taking wild swipes Alex as she poked him in the chest with a stick.

  What was she thinking? She could barely walk, hunched to the side and bleeding. She was doing nothing but infuriating the animal with the smell of her blood and the annoyance of that stick.

  Julian hurried forward, crowding her back, meeting the beast with bared teeth.

  “He’ll kill you,” she managed, pain in every word.

  Doubtful, Julian thought, then wondered why she cared. Why hadn’t she run off and left him to be torn to pieces, or perhaps climbed a tree and watched? He knew why he felt compelled to protect her. But why on earth would she protect him?

  Alex stepped around Julian, then poked the bear again. The thing growled and swatted at her, giving Julian the opening he needed. He dived in and tore a chunk out of the soft underbelly. The animal cried out, then fell back onto all tours where Alex promptly poked it in the eye.

  The bear tried to swipe, but its vision was compromised. Julian snarled; Alex poked at the other eye, and the polar hear ran.

  “Woo-hoo!” Alex lifted her stick to the sky, pumping her arm once before she grabbed at her injured side with a hiss.

  Julian snorted even as a small kernel of admiration bloomed. It had taken guts to face that beast with nothing but a stick.

  Said stick landed on the ground in front of him with a thud. Julian glanced at Alex just in time to watch her eyes roll back. Then she tumbled to the ground, too, and without arms there was nothing he could do to stop it. Instead he watched, helpless, as her head bounced against the earth with a dull thump before she lay still.

  He nosed her arm, but she was limp. Not dead. Not from this. But she was broken, bleeding. He needed to get her out i the open and let her rest until the sun went down. For that he needed arms, hands, feet, and a body that wasn’t broken.

  Unfortunately, he’d shifted too many times, too close together. His head was fuzzy with exhaustion. He wanted lie down and sleep until dusk.

  But to heal completely and quickly he needed to sin from one form to another, so he stood over Alex and tried to get angry. It was the only way he knew to draw forth hi magic. Closing his eyes, he thought of why she was here, what she’d done, how she’d ruined his life. He remembered how he’d found Alana—or rather hadn’t found her.

  Nothing left but a pile of ashes.

  Anger began to pulse; warmth flooded through him as magic skated across his back, lifting his ruff like a heated summer breeze. A growl rumbled in his chest, and he imaged himself human. The next instant, he was.

  Julian lifted Alex’s inert body, stifling the rumble of hunger when her blood spilled all over him. -

  She opened her eyes on a wince, blinked a few time then let her head fall against his chest. “Wha—? Where?”

  “There’s a cave near here,” he said, uncertain if she could still hear him but needing to talk, to feel human again so his wolf would quit hearing the siren call of blood. “We stay there during the daylight. Can’t e
xactly run around bare. assed and barefoot.”

  Well, they could. But frostbite made it damn difficult to run, and even werewolves needed to rest.

  Unfortunately, he’d been exaggerating when he said “ne The cave was a good five miles away, and carrying Alex, trip took him longer than he wanted it to. Especially since the pretty snowflakes began to swirl more thickly and storm blotted out the remains of the sun. By the time they reached shelter, a full-blown blizzard was in place; he could barely see, let alone run.

  Things got worse from there.

  Julian stumbled into the cave on frozen feet, fell to his knees, set Alex on the ground, and hurried to the far side of the cave for wood.

  “What the hell?” he shouted, his voice echoing back at him from a nearly empty cave.

  The wood was gone, as was the food they stored here, along with most of the blankets. The single mattress and a battery-operated lantern remained—the two no doubt too cumbersome to steal—along with a threadbare quilt, which must have been too old to warrant carrying away.

  He snatched up the light, turned the switch, nodded once when the lamp began to glow, and brought it over to where Alex lay.

  She had begun to shiver. Her lips had turned a lovely shade of lilac, and her skin had turned a putrid shade of gray. He had to get her warm and fast.

  She was slick with blood. Under normal circumstances, it would have dried by now. Unfortunately, the blizzard had not only lowered her body temperature but made the blood on her skin into a slurpy, pasty mess.

  Exhaustion caused Julian to stumble. He righted himself, shook his head to make the blinking black lights in front of his eyes go away, and tried to focus.

  “Angry’ he muttered. “I am so angry?’

  But he wasn’t. He could barely work up the energy to stand. He Wasn’t certain be could bring forth enough anger to help.

  Julian’s powers were a mystery. He believed they had

  come with his shape-shifting since he’d never been magic before, but none of his wolves was so gifted. He had not discovered any limits to what he could do beyond an inability to heal humans. The only thing that saved them from death was his bite.